Wednesday, 28 December 2011
Scooter Legality: Is It Even Worth It?
I'm beginning to rethink whether it's even worth the attempt to 'get legal'. Of course, I'm still going to ride scooters and motorbikes in Shanghai, there's no question about that, but the whole rigmoral of getting licenses, registration, etc. may be a needless waste of time and money.
Now that I have a motorcycle license from Canada, it may be easier to abandon the plan to register a bike, and just go for a Chinese motorcycle drivers license itself. It would mean upgrading the current Chinese car license I've got. Will start looking into that next year.
That way, with a license and no registration, it would be "more legal" or "semi legal" as opposed to no license and no registration. I've even used my car drivers license to get out of difficulties when stopped by police, which happens maybe once a year.
And this is the thing, the chances of getting stopped by police are extremely low to begin with, so why even bother with legit plates? Fake plates are good enough, which I've got.
On the other hand, the city has long wanted to get rid of any and all motorcycles within the downtown core, regardless of whether they have legal plates or not. The plates and licensing for bikes really means squat compared to the bigger picture of the Chinese obsession with private cars and the government drive to back it up. Since cars are higher up the food chain, then it's a simple matter of making them a higher priority and sidelining the motorcycles and scooters. To that end, I have seen a lot more streets with bike bans in the past few years, and of course the recent introduction of gas stations that refuse to fill up bikes downtown.
Basically I always get my gas in the suburbs and continue to use a system of jerry cans developed last April.
To put it simply, the city doesn't want bikes. I would imagine an outright ban in the years to come, like Guangzhou has done, but it's hard to predict when and if this would happen. The telling point will be the beginning of 2012 when city governments always want to enforce any new traffic rules.
Will see what happens, if anything does. Meanwhile I'm not exactly rushing to get legal plates.
2011 Almost Finished
Cloudy
I really like this time of year as once we pass the Christmas threshold with a genuine 3-day weekend, then it feels like the worst of the workload is over with, and there is a nice break in sight.
The beginning of November and December, as I’ve mentioned several times already, are the worst two months for the type of teaching work I do as it feels like there is no end in sight to the relentless workload. But there is an end in sight, and Christmas is the indicator for that.
Interestingly, the weather has taken a turn for the warmer and this winter is already a lot milder than the same time last year. Hopefully this global warming trend will keep up, as it means my scooter went out of hibernation and I've been enjoying the fun of blasting around town on it recently.
Overall I was quite satisfied with how this year 2011 has gone, and I would rate it as a great year, one of the best experienced so far. A huge reason for that was the simple fact that I spent it living in Asia. It seems the majority of good news and positive experiences came out of Asia this year, while there was a whallop of bad news out of the west.
On the global stage, we heard of the death of 3 dictators / terrorists within the same year, namely Bin Laden, Gaddafi, and Kim Jong Il. Not only that, but two long-time authoritarian regimes of Egypt and Libya experienced sudden collapse, and one would hope making a path towards democracy. Economically, East Asia and SE Asia did very well this year, which has also greatly benefited me personally. Things weren’t all rosy in Asia, as Thailand experienced severe flooding, of which I experienced a bit. But taking a holistic view, it was quite evident that Asia shined brightly as a star this year, with tons of good news coming out of this continent
At times like this I feel very happy and privileged to be living, working, and traveling in Asia for yet another year, and this is clearly the place to be, and at the right time. It’s not always peachy, especially as Asia demands a hard work ethic and long hours. I wouldn’t exactly recommend this continent if your cup of tea involves lots of play and laziness.
Even so, despite the job stress, it’s been a damn fine year. It has also been an extremely productive year for me, the best of my entire life. Highlights would include the trip to Indonesia in winter and Thailand in summer, some of the best travel to date. Also beginning a math masters degree online and teaching AP calculus at school for the first time. Other things included getting a motorcycle license officially back in Canada, moving apartments twice in Shanghai, and selling off my old motorcycle for a scooter. A lot of other things happened also, and it was a very good year socially to say the least.
What made it possible to do so much was the comparative lack of traveling around in China. The fact of the matter is that China travel is a bitch. It is no fun, always exhausting, frustrating, and draining. My goal for 2011 was to avoid it like the plague. which was more or less accomplished. As a result, I felt more established in this city.
Saturday, 24 December 2011
Celebrating Christmas
Friday, 23 December 2011
Christmas: A Prelude to the Holidays
Sunny
It's nice to have a long weekend, or a short break for Christmas, in anticipation of the much longer break for Chinese New Year. Ideally we should have a 2 week holiday for Christmas and a 3 week break for CNY. Even better, a 2-month break from mid-Dec to mid-Feb that spans both holidays, but we know it's not going to happen like that. Meanwhile, we're quite happy to settle for a shorter Christmas and to play down this particular holiday, in exhagne for the 4-5 week break in mid-January for he Chinese New Year.
The only problem in this line of reasoning is that people don't want to play down Christmas, they want to play it up. The arrangment we enjoy in offshore schools in China is nearly perfect because the shortened Christmas break makes it possible to enjoy this holiday for what it's really about: a silent night, to celebrate the birth of Jesus. If the commercial aspect of Christmas is played up in China, like it is in the west, then we have to replay the yearly nightmare of festive filler and obligations.
Things like gift-giving, Secret Santa, Christmas performances, and all sorts of other filler activities end up wasting class time, when this could be better used to prepare students for the term-end exams. Sine the school year doesn't stop around Christmas, then my argument is that we should play down this whole thing, enjoy a quiet celebration, get on with teaching, and prepare for the real holidays which are Chinese New Year.
We can still enjoy something for Christmas during this short break (more on that in the next post) but I think it's reasonable that we should downplay the whole Christmas thing while in China. Since we are living in a different culture overseas, then I only think it's fair that teachers should adjust their expectations and not pine for the comforts and sentiments that were voluntarily left back in the west. For goodness sakes, we get all this time off to coincide with the lunar new year and can easily catch a flight to South East Asia. That is a very generous deal, and if it means downplaying Christmas, then I'm perfectly OK with it.
It doesn't take a rocket scientist to realize that back in the west, you would not be able to take 4-5 weeks off starting in mid-January and catch a cheap flight to Thailand for a paid vacation. Back in the west you would get the 2 or 3 weeks off for Christmas, and then what? Suffer at work from January until March during the coldest and wettest time of the year. Of course, we're doing just that right now in December, but it's nicer to get this over with first.
Tuesday, 20 December 2011
Good Riddance Dear Leader
State media proclaimed his twenty-something son and heir-apparent Kim Jong Un the "great successor."
After 17 years in power, Kim died of heart failure on Saturday at age 69 while carrying out official duties on a train trip.
Kim died "from a great mental and physical strain," the Korean Central News Agency reported. Kim, who had received medical treatment for cardiac and cerebrovascular diseases over a long period, suffered "an advanced acute myocardial infarction, complicated with a serious heart shock" on the train, it added.
The report said that every possible first-aid measure was taken immediately, which failed to save Kim's life, adding that an autopsy was done on Sunday and "fully confirmed" the diagnosis. Kim is believed to have suffered a stroke in 2008.
On the streets of Pyongyang, people wailed in grief, some kneeling on the ground or bowing repeatedly. Children and adults laid flowers at key memorials.
"How could the heavens be so cruel? Please come back, general. We cannot believe you're gone," Hong Son Ok shouted in an interview with North Korea's official television, her body shaking wildly.
Some analysts, however, said Kim's death was unlikely to plunge the country into chaos because it was already preparing for a transition. Kim Jong Il indicated a year ago that Kim Jong Un would be his successor, putting him in high-ranking posts.
Saturday, 17 December 2011
What the Bleep Do I Know
The idea to quit Shanghai / China comes and goes in waves, and I'll admit these dark cold and endlessly busy days I'm feeling rather keen on quitting. Nonetheless this city has formed a major part of my identity and social life and it makes more sense to stay here unless I have a clear idea of where I'd be going next from here if I did leave.
What it did occur to me over the weekend is that the more I learn or think I have "figured it out" or arrived somewhere in life, the more I don't know and there is a true sense that the journey has barely begun. In other words the 10 years spent here are only a small part of what may be next, whether I stay in this city or move on. It seems everything my own culture has taught me is a lie about the need to arrive at a state of self actualization. That never happens, and one risks the dangerous sense of complacency and pride at having achieved a sort of pseudo-arrival, where one becomes convinced he can then cruise along in his actualized state of knowledge until retirement and eventually death.
Maybe I know a few things about math or whatever and it can make me feel smart but I am coming face to face with the fact that I really know diddly squat. This latest proofs course for my masters degree brought that one home. There is a lot of truth embedded in a proof and I feel like with each day there is more I don't know, just as the saying goes. The good part is that the learning will go on for quite some time, and I don't expect to "arrive" at a state of self actualization. Not now, not ever.
Scooter Hibernating Again
Thursday, 15 December 2011
Trouble at the Provincial Border
It goes without saying that every time I ride a scooter to or from Sino Canada, things get dramatic. I seldom go out there anymore, but when I do, I'm continually reminded and baffled as to how I managed this particular run over 100 times back and forth when teaching at that school from 2008-09. Talk about adventure.
It turns out that Sino Canada is a BC offshore school, very similar to where I'm currently teaching (Nanyang Model School in downtown Shanghai). Yet conversations with teachers over at Sino are once again making me jealous of the holiday schedule they enjoy and we don't. Such as 2 weeks for Christmas break and 3.5 weeks for Chinese New Year. We don't get even close to that. Oh, and who can forget Friday 11am dismissals which they get and of course we don't.
So there are times, such as now, when I'm tempted to go back to working at Sino since they have the 2 week Christmas holiday which might even make it possible to head to Vancouver Canada and spend it there. Imagine that.
Even so, the drama involved in commuting to or from that location is a little bit much. Regretably, it detracts from the major relaxed schedule that a teacher could certainly enjoy over there. 3 years after the fact, nothing has improved with the transport situation, and it's actually gotten worse! As usual, you need a scooter or a motorbike to do this, and making the occasional trip out there is a humbling experience.
The key difficulty is the provincial border checkpoints between Shanghai and Jiangsu provinces. Public transit doesn't go through the border, and the police are ruthless in stopping bikes and scooters that go through as the traffic is very, very sparse in general. There are two checkpoints, both active now, and I often avoid them by taking backroads which I'm quite familiar with. But yesterday I had no choice. It takes nearly a half tank of gas to scoot this run from Shanghai, and gas stations are sparse in the area. With the fuel levels low on my scooter, I was hoping to get gas at the local station but it was closed, already, at 7:30pm.
Moving on, I ran out of gas about 2km from the provincial border. No choice but to get off, walk, and push. Of course, the cops stopped me at the checkpoint, but I played the fool and pointed to the empty gas gauge. It worked.
0.5 Credits Down, 3.5 To Go!
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At this point, it's not entirely certain if I actually passed the second 0.25 credit course for my online masters degree, but it's highly likely that I did. Calculations showed I needed to get 45% on the final written assignment to pass, which I'm confident I did, but will know for sure this weekend.
Even so, this latest course 'mathematical proofs' was by far the hardest one. Conversations with other colleauges who have done this same course showed they also found it tough. Through a celebration dinner last night I learned a lot more about the course, and the fact that one needs 4 credits to graduate.
Most of the online courses are 0.5 credits which last a little longer than 3 months, and can be taken in any of the three semesters (Jan-Apr, May – Aug, or Sep to Dec). There are a few "half courses" that count for 0.25 credits, such as the two that I just completed. Software, and proofs.
As tough as it's been so far, the discouraging part is that I'm only 1/8 of the way through the program. It doesn't take a math major to figure that if I keep up this pace, it will take up to 4 years to complete the degree. This is way off my original prediction of two years, which in hindsight, I have no idea where that number came from. It could have come from people who actually quit their jobs and did a masters full time, which, traditionally, does take two years. Or potentially from colleagues who are doing "ed masters" or education degrees while working also, often in two years.
Regardless, it is going to be a long slog to get this degree, and I will have to revise my earlier plans. I'm no doubt going to stick it out, as this particular type of masters is right up my alley. In response to others' inquiries, I have no desire to do an "ed masters" as frankly, I consider it to be fluff and a waste of time and money. The one that was offered by Maple Leaf, for example, in ESL pedagogy, sounds nice in theory but you can learn all that stuff on the job.
The advantage of the current masters I'm doing (MMT: masters of math for teachers) is that it's online and also project-based. But the disadvantage is that it's a ton of work. Based on the time commitment involved, a lot more work than other masters programs. People often ask me whether this has anything to do with teaching, as there is hard core math content involved and not a lot of pedagogy.
As mentioned above, actual teaching is learned on the job, not with a masters course. The idea with the MMT is to increase the teacher's content knowledge of common high school math topics. For example, we learn in-depth calculus proofs while the students don't, but knowing the proofs helps to get a deeper understanding of the material which helps for teaching it.
Saturday, 10 December 2011
Year Winding Down
It Got So Chilly
Sunny
The weather speaks for itself ... a remarkably fast change from summer to winter over the course of a week. While November was a record warm month, a massive cold wave came in from the north before the weekend, and the chill continues to set in as I type. Barely. The inside of my house started off a lot better than last year, but the rapid change in weather caused the window panes to shatter outside, and now it is freezing inside as the buffer has been effectively lost. Will have to get that fixed soon. Similarly, the cold weather played havoc with my new scooter. The fuel line essentially froze, the battery kicked the bucket, and I ended up replacing both parts at the stop in addition to a new carburetor replacement and fixing the spark plugs.
After a mere short week of riding that scooter, I've now parked it inside the school underground lot where it is warmer, and it will remain there for hibernation, or until it gets warm again.
Wednesday, 7 December 2011
Another Massive Crunch
Monday, 5 December 2011
Life is Great on a Scooter!!
Sunny
Now that I'm back on a scooter, life has suddenly gotten a lot more positive! Of course, the workload is still heavy and there are 40 days to go until the winter break, but cutting down on the commute drudgery helps a lot. Riding a scooter makes the whole thing fun again, and it even makes it possible to go home during lunch now and take a nap. That wasn't possible before without the bike.
Part of the problem why November was so difficult was because I didn't have a scooter. It really is the ideal choice to get around the city, even better than a motorbike because of the lightweight feel and the increased agility in traffic without having to shift gears all the time. But for longer distance commutes and trips, the motorcycle is the better deal, given that you want something which can do sustained high speeds. The scooter isn't really fit for that kind of riding. Even when I get the Yamaha YBR250 eventually I will likely keep the scooter for city commuting. There is a downside and that is getting fuel, but I've got an earlier system devised from squirreling it away in jerry cans that will need to start again.
Sunday, 4 December 2011
Got a New Scooter
Meanwhile, in terms of a city commuter, the scooter is really the ideal choice. The ride to/from work has now been reduced to 15 minutes each way. Basically, if I was using the subway as a comparison, by that time I'd have barely gotten on the first train to start the commute.
So to summarize:
Subway and walking: 40-45 minutes
Bicycle: 30-35 minutes
Scooter: 15-20 minutes
Saturday, 3 December 2011
Cold Outside, Not Inside
Thanksgiving Past Weekend
Today's weather: High = 22 Low = 10
Sunny and bliss
An unexpected bout of sunny and warm weather has ended off a difficult month, and appropriately, it is also Thanksgiving. We had a nice house party to celebrate that. Mainly, I'm thankful for:
1. The wonderful friends and community I am part of here in Shanghai, both expats and locals, who may as well be family. While this was the most difficult work month I've gone through, being able to put that aside and attend meaningful conferences, events, dinners, gatherings and house parties for the last 4 Saturdays in a row is something to be very thankful for. Having lived in other Chinese cities with a similar workload around this time of year, I am acutely aware of the pain of this time of year when such community of other expats and locals does not exist.
An interesting fact here. The latest census showed close to 500,000 expats living in China. About 90% of them were living in either Shanghai, Beijing, or Guangzhou.
2. The great weather today. A perfect day for motorcycle riding, which a friend let me borrow. I sure appreciated the 'power trip' of tootling around on a high-powered bike after having pedaled on a bicycle for the last month.
3. Having made it through this month. 4 weeks until Christmas now. Nuff said.
Thursday, 1 December 2011
Gonna Tough it Out and Stay
Cloudy
While checking out another school in town yesterday, I had to realize that we still have it pretty good at our current gig. Even though conditions are not as good this year as last, they are still a lot better than other schools. In this sense, there's no reason to change. What I found shocking was that I went to this other school at around 5pm and the teacher prep rooom was still full of people working. The school itself had a culture of "stay after hours and do clubs, hobbies, extra-curricular work" which is an automatic fail in my books because it is a 'culture of sacrifice'. 5pm is too late to be at school every day when the work day begins at 7am, even earlier. Plus the compensation for housing isn't even close to what is offered where I'm at now.
To make a long story short, I'll do one more year at this current place, no changes. Even so, the original plan remains where I'm looking at June 2013 tops to end this current career and then transition into something else. By then I'll have a secondary income source as well as the masters degree should be nearly finished, so I'll be in good shape to hit the Himalayas for a few months to regroup and figure out the next move in life.
In the more short-term, I've got two razzle-dazzle trips lined up. Winter break is going to be South Thailand and Burma. Summer break is going to be Tibet, Nepal, and India.
Tuesday, 29 November 2011
Looking at a Change for Next Year
Rainy
I can't say anything formally yet, nor will I make any formal decisions until after the winter holiday, but I'm greatly disappointed with the direction that the school is going in this year compared to last. More meetings, more paperwork, and more financial stinginess is never a good sign that you want to see in a workplace, so when it goes this way, then head for the exits. Fast.
As such, the usual routine of changing schools next year will happen unless there is drastic improvement later on (which I doubt). Fortunately I've got a really excellent lead at a school that is literally across the street from my new apartment in the south of Shanghai. Will be meeting the principal later on this week.
Monday, 28 November 2011
Enjoying This Indian Summer
Thursday, 24 November 2011
Cramster to the Rescue
1. A student posts a math, physics, or chemistry problem to the website and requests the level of urgency to have it answered. A highly urgent problem will be answered in a matter of minutes because it awards a premium of points. But such service will cost some of your own points. A non-urgent question is free to post, while it also awards less points.
2. Others keep an eye on the discussion board and answer whatever questions pop up, noting the potential points available. Building points allows you to use the express service or redeem them for real stuff.
3. When a student gets a response, he/she is required to rate it. The highest rating gives the maximum amount of points available, whereas the maximum is defined by the difficulty of the question and the urgency level. Other ratings give less points.
4. The economics of points dictate a win/win situation for both people who post and answer questions. The quality of the answers is extremely good, and far more detailed than any textbook solution manual or other standard website would give.
Of course, one has to ask if this is cheating. I've brought this website up at school several times with colleagues and have been lambasted for even suggesting such a thing exists. Yes it exists, deal with it.
In defense, 9 times out of 10, when students ask a question on the website, they have tried it themselves first and gotten stuck. This is evidenced by them writing things like, 'I've done this so far, but not sure what to do next' or 'I'm not sure how they got this answer'. The goal of replying to questions is to provide hints and steps to get the answer, and not say the answer directly. This is really no different than what happens in class. Student tries a question, he then asks classmates, and if he still can't get it, he asks the teacher.
The student would then internalize what was provided, and then come up with his or her own answer. Most of the time, this is exactly what happens. Literally thousands of students have said how the website helped them get As in class as the feedback process prepares them very well for tests. Of course, in a test, they do NOT have the website available as a crutch.
Cheating occurs if a student simply gets an answer, and then copies and pastes the answer to hand in as an assignment. Not only is this dumb, but there is no learning in this process.
Most universities these days now assign questions using 'Web Assign' which randomizes the numbers in a physics problem and ensures that everybody must submit a unique solution. In this way, the help from the website above is really good because it can then be modified to the unique question that the student must answer by himself.
To make a long story short, I'm also going to be relying on hints and help from others by posting questions to the website for my current assignments that I'm stuck on with my masters course. Even the mere thought of having this 'lifeline' available is increasing the motivation I have for doing this next assignment. I've nearly finished it and am rather confident of the results without having posted any questions yet.
It gets better: if you do a web search, there is no way to see any answers to questions posted by yourself or others unless you are already a paying member of the website and have logged in. You can, however, see the question itself, which tells you that it may not even be necessary to post because somebody else already did. Just log in and learn. Nuff said.
Wednesday, 23 November 2011
Temperatures Dropping
Sunday, 20 November 2011
I Came This Close to Quitting China
Sunny and windy
Before coming to China 10 years ago the advice I got in training still holds true to this day, even moreso. Namely, one friend told me there would certainly be days when I wondered what I was doing in China and I'd want to run for the exits.
Yesterday was one of those days.
I'm very grateful for the 3 pieces of advice learned in training which I've held onto over the last decade.
1. Lower the expectations. Good general advice and it especially applies for transport inconveniences.
2. Patience and flexibility. Nuff said.
3. Don't make decisions when under the gun. In other words, right now the most tempting thing to do is quit China but I'm going to take a step back and reassess over the upcoming holidays. Right now would be a terrible time to make decisions and April/May is the same story. I haven't always kept this advice and have quit jobs in the past when conditions went downhill or when things got rough.
I'm going to post more detail on the importance of community in Shanghai and maintaining a social network outside of work. This is something I go on a LOT about, even more than transport. However I'll just come right out and say it. Without that community network I would have totally quit and the community is what is compelling me to stay and not quit.
It is why I came to Shanghai in the first place.
I will also say unequivocally that it is destructive behavior to choose to solely rely on coworkers for social life and community when outside of the office. I realize this is very common in China and Asia in general but it is still a destructive practice and violates a sense of healthy boundaries. Any clubs or activities to this end I will stay away from and suffer the consequences. Such as international booze clubs, where coworkers meet in others' apartments and drink, or video game clubs or house parties to a similar effect.
Related to all this is the fact that our teaching staff has now become a de-facto men's club with 80% young single men this year and I shouldn't have to point out the implications as they are obvious. The situation is now becoming a carbon copy of the men's club that existed when I taught in Sino Canada 3 years ago in the boonies.
Now it seems we've simply migrated downtown but the fundamental problems of an imbalanced staff like that (in terms of age, gender, and marital status) are the same regardless of location.
In fact a far more astute colleauge and friend told me at Sino back then that I was focusing on the wrong problem (location) when it was really a people issue in terms of unhealthy boundaries and staffing. She happened to be a woman, thank goodness, and corrected pointed out that the STAFF would still act in an unhealthy way regardless of where the school was. Took me 3 years to figure out what she picked up on in 3 weeks but yeah, I get the point,
this is a people issue.
Now the question remains, what to do about it?
Thursday, 17 November 2011
Verified: They Don't Rest on Weekends
Strangely warm and humid
Awhile back I wrote a post about the 'bragging rights' that the Chinese feel about how many holidays they get per year. They come up with a huge number, from the fact that they count the weekends as holidays. The underlying assumption here is that weekends are days that everyone could potentially be working, and the sad reality is that many people do exactly that. 7 days a week.
This afternoon I was at the apartment office taking care of some business with my landlord, and it all went rather smoothly which is a rarity in China, and appreciated when it happens. So we all stuck around for awhile longer and chatted in Mandarin, and they were rather impressed that I could do such a thing. At that point, I threw in the fact that I also taught high school math which got more 'oohs' and 'ahh's. Just love it.
Anyways, later in the conversation, one of the workers told me about how the Chinese view weekends. This verified what I had long suspected. That is to say, the concept of rest on the weekends is seen as a Western tradition and it works differently in China. Literally, works. The sad reality is that even if they could take breaks and relax on the weekend, they would choose to work instead since that's a way to amass more fortune
The conversation went something like this.
Worker #1: So you must be a pretty smart guy teaching math to the senior high students
Me: Not really, it's just a job, something that pays the bills. (It also finances my bicycle travel hobby and other long-term investment plans)
Worker #2: Ah cmon don't be modest, there's a lot of teachers who can't do this, as the level of math at the senior grade is most difficult and they won't just hire anyone to teach it.
Me: True enough I guess
Worker #2: If someone else wanted to teach that level, and they weren't up to par, the school would be like, 'Why do we need you?' and 'What's the use of you?' So you must be pretty good
Me: Thanks.
Worker #2: By the way, did you know that most of the Chinese high school math and English teachers do side tutoring jobs on the weekend and make more money?
Me: It doesn't surprise me they would do something like that.
Worker #2 They don't tell their employers of course, but they arrange 'upgrade classes' (BU KE, not sure how to translate it) where groups of students pay 150 RMB an hour and they help prepare for the massive university entrance tests.
Me: Ah I see, yes, a long time ago I used to do similar things. I was working in 2003 as an English teacher during the weekdays out in a school called YUCAI in Jiading district (the boonies). Then on weekends I had a side job teaching adults. The side job gave me more money than my real job.
Worker #1 We can arrange that here too. You want to make some extra money? We can easily get a training class going on the weekends with other staff workers who want to speak English.
Me: Thanks a lot, but these days I'm busy and don't have time for it. Unlike in 2003, my teaching hours are long and it's really a full time job. Plus I'm doing other things on the weekends so I wouldn't be interested in more jobs and work.
I then described the stuff I do and the workers interpreted it as recreation, fun, and enjoying life.
Then a worker said, "Yes, that's the difference between Chinese and Western culture. You guys like to do fun activities on the weekends and rest, but here it's different."
I said, "True, I understand, but isn't the weekend supposed to be for having fun and resting? You can still work from Monday to Friday."
One of the workers said, "That's what you guys do in the West, work Monday to Friday and rest on the weekend, but here in China, we work all days."
And that was the end of the conversation.
Keep in mind I've had many Chinese friends in the past tell me that foreigners enjoy life and they don't because they face a 'heavy burden'. This isn't news at all, but the full gravity of the situation really hit me today that even on the weekends where they COULD rest, they choose not to, as it would be lost opportunities to make money.
They must think I'm a lost cause because I've got enormous money-making potential as a white guy who can speak Mandarin and teach high-level mathematics, among other things, but I'm squandering the opportunities to make a fortune since I'd rather take it easy on the weekends. Fool of fools I am.
And even if I did make all this potential money, I would then be criticized because I'm spending too much of the money and not saving up to buy a house and get married. Note the order !!
Many times a taxi driver will ask how much money I make, I tell him, then he calculates the yearly income and also how long it would take to buy a house with what I'm making. When he finds out that I haven't bought a house in Shanghai, he wonders why not, and asks where all the money is going. I point out that a lot of the money gets spent on small comforts every day and it adds up. Such as the taxi I happen to be riding in this very instant. The irony of that moment is not lost on either one of us, and we laugh.
Even so, I know for a fact where my money is really going. In a word: travel. I've seen more of China than most local Chinese have, and they are the ones who tell me this when I put together an abridged list of all the cities I have been to. Spending all that money on travel is something I have not regretted for an instant, and I would do it all over again in a heartbeat.
Tuesday, 15 November 2011
Doug's Sichuan / Tibet Bike Trip
Thinking About Holidays
Over the Major Crunch
Saturday, 12 November 2011
Grabbing That Oxygen Mask
Today's weather: High = 19 Low = 8
Severely polluted
Regretably, as mentioned in other posts, this is the worst time of the teaching year, hands down. We're approaching the midpoint of the marathon stretch between the National Holiday and the Chinese New Year. It also marks the point where we do midterm exams and prepare the marks for the 1st term report cards which are due this Monday. The official halfway point occurs next weekend.
To use the marathon analogy, this is the part where I'm about ready to collapse, though there is plenty more to go. This week was a major round of preparing tests and now spending the entire weekend to get marks in order. Not only that, but a colossal written assignment is due for my online masters program on Tuesday at noon, which I haven't even begun yet. Somehow it will get done at the last minute.
To use another analogy, when ripple effects of chaotic waves accumulate in the air, they reach a 'crisis point' where they resonate with the airplane's frequency and cause the plane to undergo severe turbulence. Sometimes the plane drops out of the sky and the oxygen masks come out. That's how it has felt for me over the last two weeks.
Despite all this, I still took a Saturday out and went to the Global Leadership Summit which was happening in Pudong. This is a major leadership event that takes place every year and it certainly was phenomenal and very practical. I'll blog more about that in another post, as I'm still behind on several other posts for this month.
Going to the event felt like grabbing the oxygen mask in an impending plane crash. The Leadership Summit was much needed inspirational relief. I still have to ride out the worst of the turbulence, but it is clear that the plane is getting back on course. In times like now, this is why I appreciate living in Shanghai so much. The same kind of craziness, hectiness, and wanton busyness can also happen in other Chinese cities of course. The culture here is famous for people acting like this, 7 days a week, as I mentioned in other posts.
But here I've got a considerable network of contacts outside of my immediate work. Most of them have jobs in the corporate world, which is mainly what the Leadership Summit was about. At any rate I appreciate the wide range of contacts within the vast network of other expats in Shanghai who are doing something else besides teaching.
On the other hand, it is very rare to find such an expat community in cities like Dalian and Wuhan where I used to live. When faced with similar circumstances over there in past years, I am not sure how I managed to survive. But clearly I will never go back to living in cities like that. They say you can improve your Chinese, make Chinese friends and experience the "real China" in 2nd tier cities such as the above. Maybe you can do that if you teach ESL and work very few hours a week.
But when you teach in BC offshore schools such as Maple Leaf and others located in the suburbs with enormous workloads, then the sad fact of the matter is that nobody has any time to learn Chinese, experience Chinese culture, or make Chinese friends, let alone make friends with other expats.
Instead what ends up happening is that teachers socialize and work together, and spend the bulk of the time with each other. In Wuhan, this was the most extreme case, which nearly drove me to the brink. There are even some instances of it happening here, but as mentioned above, the vast network of other expats makes it possible to get away from the school compound which, in general, may as well be a mental hospital.
One of the most difficult things I grapple with in China is how the culture works against people meeting new friends, mingling, socializing, networking, and so forth. Due to the work unit mentality (literally: mental hospital) people spend the bulk of their time working, in closed networks, with the same people, living together, traveling together, staying in a small area, etc. so there are few opportunities to meet new people. People are also scared of meeting new friends due to understandable lack of trust of strangers. The idea that a stranger is a "friend you haven't met yet" doesn't quite apply here.
I've expressed this quite openly with other Chinese friends and they usually come back with a quick little remark like "People have to work in life", with the implication being life suck, work sucks, we sit and suffer, and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it. This kind of sad and nihilistic tone is all-too-common in modern China. Yet when they talk like this, it's also a clear indication that the topic is sensitive and they don't want to elaborate.
For these months in November and December, we spoiled and whiny teachers get to experience what Chinese people have to face their entire lives. On average, they might get 10 holidays a year, including with the Spring Festival and other stat holidays.
Meanwhile, Shanghai is more progressive than most Chinese cities when it comes to this sort of thing. It's been a lot better year this time round. At a time like this, I sure appreciate the chance to get out of the cabin fever and do some meeting and greeting.
Friday, 11 November 2011
Major Benefits to Current Location
The fact of the matter is that colleagues living in xuhui district downtown are paying through the nose for really small places. I was shocked to find a coworker paying more than me for a shoebox. Granted it was a very nice and well kept place but I couldn't have imagined it to be more than 40 square meters. As a point in comparison I've got 110 square meters and am paying less per month.
The downside of course is the commute but the bicycle has got it down to 30 minutes once again consistently. Another huge advantage is the police don't bother me that far out. I was both amazed and offended that the PSB showed up at my friend / coworker's party downtown tonight, thrust a Chinese badge in his face that said "resident permit inspection" and asked to see his passport. This all took place in Chinese and I deliberately stepped back at first to see what was going on, and my friend handled it very well. I would have stepped in to tell these guys off or at least argue but the situation was under control so no need. My anger was such that my friend / coworker spoke limited Chinese but these PSB folk neither acknowledged or thanked him for his effort. They just asked a bunch of questions like "Do you live alone here" and "Who are all these people with you" and "What's your cell phone"
Details were then entered into a book. I faced the same sort of intrusive bullshit last year when I also lived in downtown xuhui district. The PSB cops came at least 3 times a year to check details, etc.. Granted they're doing this because of recent escapades downtown with filipinos and indonesians who share 10 people to a small room and many have expired visas. Or the recent story of the Eastern European model who killed herself by jumping from a 20 story window, also in xuhui district, over low pay, job stress, illegal working conditions, and the fact she was on an expired visa.
Not surprisingly that particular district is on the police hotspot and they are checking regularly after all these mishaps. Even so they never check out in the suburbs now, they never checked when I lived in Sino Canada or Songjiang 3 years ago, and they never checked when I was in Wuhan 2 years ago.
It is bad enough that these pigs will often check on foreigners in hotels and disrupt privacy but when it takes place in long term rented and leased housing it is really offensive and I take it personally. Thankfully though there are huge pockets of both Shanghai and China where they don't check.
Subway Letdowns
But I've also seen some major frustrations develop where the system is going down the tubes, literally, or it most certainly is not living up to its potential. This is what makes me so angry, that such a world-class potential subway system ends up fraught with trouble and obstacles, to the point where you are better off not using it in the first place.
The same could be said for a lot of new developments in China that are not living up to their potential. I call this the `cha bu duo` mentality where people don't strive for quality or excellence, only what is 'cha bu duo' which is just enough to get by. As a result, new quickly becomes old, and systems with huge potential end up going down the drain simply because people don't care enough
Back on the Bicycle
Sunny
Interesting day today it is 11/11/11 and the Chinese view this as marriage day. The reasoning is simple, they view this as pairs of 1s so that means two become one. Or is it one become two? Whatever, in response to that many have declared today singles day. Whether you're married or single the fact remains that next year will be last `triple` pair where the day, month, and year are all the same.
To that end, people are declaring 12/12/12 as the end of the world. But I don't think this a very fruitful exercise to predict days of the end of the world as nobody has gotten it right for those who have attempted thus far.
So when 12/12/12 comes to pass one thing for sure is that we'll need to wait 100 years for the next triple which is 01/01/01 in 2101.
Let's talk about something else. Transportation. The details of that last post about subway timings will be "outsourced" to my students as a math project as I've basically thrown in the towel on the Shanghai subway. Forget doing any experiments with time calculations for myself as I've just had extraordinary bad luck with the subway system ever since I gave up my motorcycle to the new rightful German owner two weeks ago.
It's hard to believe but for every single day I've walked into a subway station and watched as a train just left. Granted this can potentially happen 4 times a day as I have to transfer lines, and of course do the return trip home from work.
I've done the math on this and there's about a 40% chance that I miss the first or the 2nd train or both on the way to work or it happens on the way home. Given 10 subway rides (counting both the trip to work and the return trip in the last two weeks) then it can only be a shockingly low 4% chance of missing a train every single day. My atrocious luck showed that it happened.
The final straw was coming home on Friday and line #1 stalled one station before mine. The doors stayed open for 5 minutes and I then got out, hopped an illegal motorcycle taxi right in front of a policeman, and got a ride to the nearest place to buy a bicycle.
Plans to get a transitional scooter or motorbike have fallen through the roof and so a bicycle it is. Once I can recover enough finances next semester I will then upgrade to a Yamaha YBR250.
Until then it will have to be my own two legs